Our baby boy's expected due date is finally here. How long have I been waiting for this day?? At least 35 weeks, and I couldn't be more excited to meet him! The fact that I'm up at 1:30AM has nothing to do with this excitement....I'm sure. If it wasn't for feeling like a walrus every time I want to turn over in bed, I'd probably sleep through these last nights. But, with every toss and turn it's become a huge operation. So usually out of breath and somewhat awake my mind starts, sometimes I win and turn it off and drift back to sleep, but not lately. And, especially not tonight. So, many things come into my head....."How many hours have I slept so far? Wonder what the Doctors will say at this mornings appointment? I should go check on AVA, what a great big sis she's gonna be. Glad my mom made it home from her 24 hour taxi drive to Arizona. I need to ship that EBay book in the morning. That's a great idea for the girls gift's for my Girls trips this summer. There goes Max kicking, now he's awake too. I'm glad Matthias is sleeping good. I should just go watch some TV.(did that from 1:30-3:30), Okay, go back to bed...(lasted 10 min.) Go get on the computer for awhile....S0 HERE I AM...
They say it's God's way of training you for the nights with a newborn. If that's the case, I'll be a pro....
I have to tell you the latest things my baby girl has been doing for me every night. I've been going to bed before her for a while now and Matthias has been so great at taking over the nightly routine with her, something we use to share. Sometimes she'll come to bed with me and we'll read, but usually it happens this way. I'll say, "Okay mommy's going to bed," Ava says, "You go to bed mommy?" "okay, I help you"....every night she says "you get your water, mommy?" I take a jug of water with me to bed every night and she knows, so we have to get it from the kitchen. Then she says, "I put you night=night mommy" grabs my hand and walks me into my room. "Put your water RIGHT THERE mommy," showing me exactly on my nightstand where she wants it to go. "These your covers mommy?" as we turn down the covers. "Yes these are mommy's cover". Climbing in bed she wants to cover me up, make sure I get a drink of my water, and runs off back into the living room with her daddy. Not getting to far before I yell, "I LOVE YOU, come give me a night=night kiss" and she yells while running back to my bed..."I LOVE YOU MOMMY" How sweet is that????????????? And why does it bring tears to my eyes???
She's just such a sweet girl right now. And it kinda makes me sad thinking about the adjustments she's going to have to go through once we bring little brother home. I mean she's been our attention getter for two years. All eyes on her, we live, breath, walk, talk AVA Lousie....and I'm sure the adjustment will be a little overwhelming for her. YES, I plan on making sure she's knows what a COOL BIG SIS she is. And YES, I plan on letting her help me with all the little things she can help with. I just hope and pray she and baby Max are buddies from the get go and we have enough love to give to these two babies....I'm pretty sure we do!!!
I think I'm tired now. Thank Gawd for the blog its finally brought on a few yawns...I better act on them before my minds starts racing again...Good night Ya'll!! Or should I say Good morning....
